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Monday, September 20

random thoughts and feelings.....

Its no secret I have been really busy.  My mind has been everywhere and I don't seem to know if I am coming or going anymore.  Everything just seems to just blend in.  I feel like I am walking in a plastic hallway, in my own world while I am watching the rest of the world going on on the outside.  Its weird, I know I am apart of everything that is going on, but just at a distance. I see it but I don't really experience it. I can't really explain it. 

I have been really busy at work.  I've been sponsoring a lot of golf tournaments.  Here is a pic of my husband and our crew chief at a tournament we did benefiting the Susan G. Komen foundation.  It was great, we raised a lot of $$$!
(Gotta love the pink!!  They really wanted to show their support.  Lol)

Last Friday I did a double.  First shot gun was as 7:30am and the other was at 1:00pm.  Boy were there a lot of drunk people.  Lol  I had orange crushes, dirty palmers, bloody mary's and jello shooters at my tent.  What a great day!!  It was a great time had by all.
(My tent)

(My ride.  Lol)

Oh bye the way, that elephant...it's still there.  Sometimes I wish the truth would just come out so that I could stop with the crazy dreams I've been having.  I know I could easily be the one to open up the can of worms, but I really feel like its not my RESPONSIBILITY to.  I didn't cause it....I am only the cause of it (does that even make sense? Idk).

Until next time.......

Wednesday, September 15

110%

On many levels...

I've grown up in the last few years. I am responsible and take pride in almost everything I do.  When I take on a task, I make sure to not only do it to the best of my ability, but I try to go above and beyond.  Now don't get me wrong, I KNOW I am no where near perfect (ironic...I recently came across an old letter from an old friend that claimed I thought I was...hahaha.  Seriously?!?!?), but I try to make sure things are not done half a$$ed.  I take on many hats. I make my time count.  I think about things.  I plan.  I think about how things will effect others. I take on the worry and concern.

I wish others would respect that and do the same...